A couple of things have happened in the past few days. The two-year anniversary of this site passed on the 22nd; a friend of mine returned to Canada two days ago, and wants to go to Chicago to see one of the big festivals in August; and earlier today, Sleater-Kinney announced they were going on indefinite hiatus. Chances are we won’t hear from them again.
Dig Me Out was a turning point for my taste in music, almost as drastic as the summer before I started high school, when one day I was listening to the easy listening radio station my dad always listened to (”All your favourites! Rod Stewart! Celine Dion! Phil Collins!”), and the next I was buying Garbage albums and listening to Alanis Morissette and the Smashing Pumpkins. I have the internet to thank for introducing me to the trio from Olympia; without the internet it’s entirely possible I could’ve looked to Nickelback as the be all and end all of good music. Thankfully, a little webzine called Addicted To Noise turned me around. Back when people downloaded 112kbps MP3s from closed-membership FTP sites with ratios (some things never change), the internet had already proven its worth to thousands of music fans who were discovering that people had new and interesting things to say about bands and CDs they’d never heard of. A prescient ATN review of the first Elastica album claimed that even if Elastica never made another album, the half hour of buzzing ear candy they’d produced in 1994 would still represent a monumental piece of work. And, of course, Elastica almost never did make another album. For years I cursed out ATN for making such a prediction, as if Elastica would’ve avoided the drug abuse, the failed A-list relationships and the celebrity-fueled craziness if only the words in some internet review had never been committed to a hard drive.
ATN was also responsible for turning me on to Sleater-Kinney, who apparently shared some musical similarities with Elastica—loud, fast, and out of control. Only Sleater-Kinney also had a female lead singer that could shatter glass at 40 paces. Considering this was around the time I was picking up the likes of PJ Harvey, Bjork and Tori Amos—three women with fairly unconventional singing styles, compared to most radio-friendly fare—Corin Tucker seemed like an ideal addition to my record collection. Browsing through the shelves at the Toronto Tower Records location (a store that has long since disappeared, replaced by a sporting goods store), I saw the cover of Dig Me Out sitting by one of the listening stations set up around the store. I had just enough time to take in the full force of the title track before I had to head home, but I bought the album the next time I was in the store.
Sleater-Kinney was my gateway drug. In search of more music like the ferocious “Dig Me Out” and the infectious “Little Babies,” I found Pussycat Radio, which morphed into indiepopradio: all the best music coming out of the basement studios and garages of the Pacific Northwest, and then some. Everyone from Mirah to Built To Spill to the Bangs was on that station, and then a universe beyond: Versus from New York; Helium from Boston; Rainer Maria from Madison, Wisconsin; Saint Etienne and Heavenly from Britain; Solex from the Netherlands; the list went on and on. The first concert I ever went to was a plodding Radiohead concert where Thom Yorke pulled a “rockstar” moment by slapping away his mic in frustration (oooh, so bad, Thom), but the first real show I went to see—the first show I really enjoyed—was Sleater-Kinney with COCO from Olympia and the White Stripes from Detroit. Never again will you see Janet Weiss and Meg White selling their own merch at a show. I made an utter fool of myself in front of Corin Tucker that day. Sleater-Kinney is probably as close as I’ll ever come to the whole celebrity fandom thing, with the swooning and the autographs and the like.
But as the years went on, the cracks started to show. The band is very sensitive to crowd reaction; if the audience isn’t into the show enough—a common complaint bands have of Toronto crowds—then Sleater-Kinney begins to flounder. Just before The Woods came out, they did a show in Vancouver and it was great. All the pent-up energy from not performing live for a year and a half, plus the bonus of a lovable quasi-hometown crowd, and finally the enthusiasm of being able to play new songs no one had heard before—it all came together in the Commodore Ballroom, and if you were there, you know how fantastic it was. Fast forward to five months later, when Sleater-Kinney hit the Phoenix (strike one) after releasing their much-hyped album (much hype = many semi-interested hipsters = strike two). It was an all-ages show, which usually helps, but the Phoenix does all-ages shows badly: they split the room into two halves, so all the drinkers stand far back, meaning they become even less interested in things like dancing and having a good time (strike three). By the end of the show, Sleater-Kinney looked like they wanted to leave Toronto and never come back; but moreso, they looked like they were tired of playing on the road in general. Even the usual favourite of “I Wanna Be Your Joey Ramone” was tired and unenthusiastic; Carrie Brownstein’s bridge verse was cut completely, which is akin to holding out a giant banner on stage saying “This crowd sucks, I want to go home.”
In the end, Sleater-Kinney was battling their own history when they put out The Woods; it was intended to be a clean slate, a restatement of purpose, and above all an attempt to have fun again. It’s disheartening but not incredibly surprising that they failed. The band has other obligations now; Weiss has Quasi, for example, and Tucker has a son she would no doubt like to spend more time with. With every passing year they’ve resembled less and less the fresh-faced twenty-somethings on the cover of Dig Me Out. Whether they reform in the future or not is somewhat moot; what’s important is that they need to leave music for a while, to see if music still runs through their veins.
I can sympathize; over the past couple of years I’ve grown increasingly disenchanted with music today. Am I really so old, at 23, that I can’t appreciate what the kids are listening to these days? It started with the whole Interpol mess—a less interesting indie band I haven’t heard yet—but now I hear what the kids are listening to and I find myself more and more playing the old curmudgeon. At this rate, I’ll cease to find anything worthwhile about music in another year or two. This can’t be allowed to stand.
And so I’m taking a break from regular posts on angels twenty. I hope it won’t be a long one, but at the same time maybe a couple of months will do me good. I’m going to take the next little while to stop forcing music down my own throat, in the hopes that I’ll start to seek it out again without it feeling like a chore. Consider this a summer holiday.
In the meantime, I have some ideas about what to do with the site. Of course everything will stay up; angels twenty won’t disappear. And there may be sporadic posts as something catches my fancy; I’ve got a post on Nous Non Plus planned that I’d still like to write up. But perhaps that friend of mine who wants to go to Chicago to see Lollapalooza (incidentally, the last concert Sleater-Kinney will play) might be interested in taking a shot at the whole writing thing…
